portions of an email i wrote to alix vollum

1. once you've been raped it's wonderful because that's what they train you to be afraid of your whole life, rape, and once it happens-- you can feel it and see it for all its' grotesque sad ordinariness ---- then it has no power over you, just like the cross--


2. --you learn how to turn your brain back side out by moving your body first.


3. when this body rots away i will miss it.